Feeling so sad today mum, I woke up crying because I miss you so much. When will this grief ever end? I seem to be fine for days, weeks, months but then suddenly I just can't bear to be without you. Is this normal for a daughter to grieve so badly for her mother? I have to wonder why the others are able to move on but I just seem to miss you terribly. Maybe it's because you lived with me? Wherever I go around my home memories of you are still there; the good, the bad, and the very sad memories still play through my mind. I think of happy times but then my mind turns to the difficult and sad times. I love you mum, I will get to deal with my feelings, just having an off day I suppose. Xxx