It will be 1 year tomorrow since you died mum and I'm missing you as much now as I was in the early days. I cannot bear life without you. I keep thinking "this time last year" as I remember our last words, our last hugs, the way you held my hand. I don't tell the family how badly I'm still grieving for you as I don't think they would understand how close you and I were. Keith knows how I'm suffering bless him, he just doesn't know what to do to help me. There's nothing anyone can do I've just got to deal with the deepest sense of loss I've ever felt. I've brought you a beautiful wreath of daffodils to remember you on this 1st anniversary. I hope you like them. I will lay them on your grave tomorrow mum. Loving you always. Xxx